It's been a year.
So how've I been then?
mMmm..
Well, I did well enough in my pre-U to sneak into a law programme. Ah from the vicious introductions my lecturers have been giving there seems to be a monstrous amount of reading to be done. Thats just perfect.
Anyway...
I've moved into my new place with Jin Jack for an almost corybantic roommate. It's a nice place, I've got hot water and cold air. Good enough for Clay.
Ah..
Y'know I've seemed to have flickered somehow into a bizzarely languid state of being. I'm just.. being, just here, just cogging with the clockwork.
Anyone get me yet?
Ah.. I'm hardly getting words out.
* * *
Watch slowly at the setting,
Look see the airs a misty gold,
Quiet avalanche behind reminding,
Really should be pushing on,
No now be silent,
Don't let there be a sigh,
Just face the way you would,
And walk on through the blight,
This fog it's surrounding,
Its making all but blind,
Has it been mapped this labyrinth,
Where have gone the signs?
What do you make of it when all's the same?
All tastes of sunlight and shadows,
Of hands turning sadistic'ly,
Til they touched at throat,
Say no more,
Now go,
Go turn lead into gold,
Go speak words of wonder,
Write lines in history,
Make for the herd a field of straw,
Build for them a new bed,
Only this do I forbid,
No never lay still and idle,
There is much to do,
No now be silent,
Don't let there be a sigh,
If you find it please tell me,
The clue of all mysteries,
This missing piece of tapestry,
To fill the hollow within,
Puppets on lifes frayed strings,
Lyfe
Yew Li
***
G'nite
5 comments:
Okay. Happy New Year. Glad you look happy in your pictures. That's great. I wish to see you as perfect. I still do.
Till later.
hell! u made a come back finally! ahahaha.. not blogging for a yr. lols
a new post please =)
hi clay!!!
once upon a time. when i was 14 or maybe 15 i visited your blog. intrigued. thats what i was. thats what i felt... a compilation of bitter sweet experiences. an idle mind is a devils playground. i wonder what that saying actually means. imagination. how far can u control it? did u knw that being depressed is the safest state of emotion and mind? one wont have the danger of being happy n dropping bck into sadness again. bull. i knw. just a statement from a psychological book i once read. u havnt blogged for a year. thus this is pretty much all thats left. dangling? i wonder. i stopped coming here for 3 years. actually forgot ur existence for some brief moment. somethings u talked to me and told me when i talked to u online. made me think. that was more thn 3 years ago. histroy,thats what u can call it. (called u from OZ right this moment. go to ur email and read) chao.
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