Pleasure & Pain

Its been said that anything, any person, any concept, is only truly defined by its complete and direct opposite. What is light without darkness? How would you know goodness if u've never glimpsed evil? That sorta thing. It makes sense. Like if everything were one colour they would be no need for individual names. The word colour probably wouldn't even exist. It's only when the whole spectrum comes to play does the need for specific names to differentiate and classify varying colours emerge. Only then are there colours that are 'better' and 'worse' than the rest. I guess you could say that about people too huh? Everyone is judged by and weighed against the actions of his peers and his predecessors. What kind of person you are; how good a person, how successful, how outrageous, everything is totally relative to and dependant upon circumstance and the situation surrounding you. Of course its valid to say that thats just what others perceive of you. Who you are inside is what matters. Still when your feeding maggots six feet under all that will remain of you is the memories carried by all the souls you have touched in your life time and what they perceived of you. Disempowering huh? ;) Thats life for you. Still thats just what i think.

Anyway.... Back to what I should be writin about.

;) Sorry if I bored you. But then, if I did you wouldn't be reading anymore, so this apology would be pointless.

Ahhh, a paradox.

The contrary symbiosis I experienced however was much more mundane. Simply put it was both pleasure and pain. ;) Now I know what u're thinking, but thats not it, u sick lil @#$%^ ;) Jk Jk... Sorry, but I'm a lil vulgar at times, comes from the school I'm in.

I seem to be growing old at the wrinkled age of 17!!! Its amazing how much pain your body can send racking through u from a little back ache. Of course I was jumping around playing basketball at the same time for oh about 6 hours? On and off of course. ;) Maybe I'm just a wuss. Thats probably it. Couldn't dunk all the sense outta myself at the primary school court though cause of it, that = not good, not good at all. Yes I know dunking on a 8 foot ring is pathetic. Thats me; a guy who enjoys the rain, using overly complex words, and dunking on a ring meant for 12 year olds. ;) I rock don't I? Whoo hoo I wouldn't trade myself 4 anyone else. Except maybe.....,

mMmmm

Tired and happy, I'm glad endorphins exist, they've helped me out more than i could've imagined. Exercise soothes the soul. ;) That should be a quote huh?

Oh yea, speaking of quotes take this one,

'Write something down, put a famous name behind it, and everyone will believe its written in stone,' Sir Izzec Newton.

Gnite, I can't stand me poor hurting back no more. I think its the... ... ... crap whats the name of that bone again. forget it. Gnite, godbless.

Sadly, no diamonds in the sky tonight.

Unrequited love has the moon for the sky, The moons subtle soothing luminity could never match the brillance of the suns rays, Such is life, always ;)