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Just because you're unique, you think you're special.

Are we?

Have you ever thought about it?

Inside everyone of us lurks an instinctive and primordial nature that ensures self-preservation. Subconsciously we are always looking out for ourselves. We are numero uno on our unconscious psyches priority list. It's just another survival mechanisme inherent to, I would say, all living creatures. In order to do this we must put our own safety, our own benefit, and our own general well-being above everyone elses. That kinda mindframe, subconscious or not is bound to have some ramifications. In other words we tend to see ourselves as separate and somehow above the rest. We are simply more important. We are, ah theres that word again, special.

Theres more to it. The more we care about something or someone the more special that someone or something that person appears to be, the more different. It's all tied into how your subconscious mind prioritizes the importance of a person or whatever elses continual endurance is. I guess thats why everyone thinks their girlfriends the best ey? It would also explain why people are willing to matyr for a cause or a great leader. It would explain kamikaze and harakiri. When in your minds eye someone or something is more worthy than you are, more special, it also means it's existence and its general condition in it's entriety is more essential than yours.

What's wrong with me? Where do I come up with all this whacked out ideas? Must be the lack of sleep. ;)


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Lol... What did this guy who spins half-assed theories spend the whole day doing? Sleeping half the of it and an add math class away and then skipping tuition to drink bubble tea and play cards... Ah the life. I hope I don't screw my exams up too badly. It's sokay I may not have labora but I sure have tons on tons on tons of ora, and everyone knows who's ultimately in charge. ;) Cross your fingers and hope, i mean pray that the omniscient, omnipresent and most importantly omnipotent creator of all looks down and takes pity on this poor, poor, good-hearted soul. ;)

G'nite

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