Worthy

Is it worth it?

Trying so hard all the time?

Trying to do what you think is right?

Trying to mold yourself into your own image of perfection?

Why can't we just lay back, and let it all go?

There are people who do it all the time and they seem to be doing fine. Why go through all the trouble to go against your nature?

Personally, I try in my own way, to be the best person I can be. I don't want to be inconsiderate, or just plain rude. I don't wanna be overinquisitive. I don't wanna be insensitive, I don't want to be a jerk. I don't want to be misleading. Sometimes, I just can't help it, it's almost as if it's as much a part of me as my hand. I can't seem to restrain myself, and thats what sucks the most. Ah but then what is life without a challenge or two eh? Incongruity whatever else it might bring, enlivens the blandness that layers life.

So many questions...

So much doubt...

So little reason...

Belief, is all we truly have. Our only guide thorugh the chaos that flourishes with life is, like a friends messenger nick states, faith in things unseen.

I don't know whos version of the truth is genuine and who's is but a cheap imitation? Who's to say.

I really would like to write more and put a lil more quality into the post, maybe you can tell that I've been distracted. Right now I have much more important things to do..

A friend needs to talk.

And no it's not a hot chick...

G'nite

And sleep tight, don't let the bed bugs bite.